Toby and Joey
Welcome to blogging with labradors – my very first post.
I’ve read so many times about how daunting it is to be faced with a blank page. That’s probably very true for normal people, but I’m not sure I’ve ever been normal.
From a fairly young age a blank page has always been a challenge for me. I can fill it with ease; with stories, with doodles, with information, with ideas. Writing things down has always come more easily to me than speaking the words, although having said that, I quite like to talk as well.
So Blogging with Labradors is my author website and blog. Wow, that sounds mad. It means that after years of prevaricating and making excuses and sending endless manuscripts and sample chapters I am finally going to take matters into my own hands and publish what I’ve written.
As I said, the writing was never the problem. I’ve always written. The business side of writing, the risk of putting my ideas out there and letting people read them hasn’t come as easily to me. It’s not that I’m shy. I’m actually not. It’s just that it feels slightly arrogant, slightly conceited to assume that just because I’ve written something people will want to read it. I don’t even tell most people that I write. It’s been like a guilty secret for most of my life, draft after draft of novels and stories hidden away. I used to write in exercise books and then on an old manual typewriter. Now I have laptops and Word and Scrivener. It doesn’t matter what you use to write with. What matters is finding the courage to let people read it.
The world of publishing has changed beyond recognition. Self-publishing used to be called vanity publishing and involved paying a large sum of money to print a book which might never sell. These days we can all do it online, and somehow it seems to have less of a stigma attached. But there’s a bit of me that still wishes I’d found an agent or a publisher. I did try, although not as hard as I might have done since I lack the patience to wait four months every time. I’ve entered competitions and done quite well. I’ve joined new writers schemes and tried Mills and Boon because at least I know they read the stuff.
I’ve had some great comments. To summarise all of them, I have learned that I don’t write pure romance and I don’t write literary historical. They don’t fit the Mills and Boon mould. I can write, and people seem to like my characters. My research is excellent and my books are apparently easy to read. But they don’t fit. They’re not currently marketable. They’re not particularly strange or wild or unusual. They’re just not part of a current trend.
That might be true. If it is, I don’t really mind any more. I’m putting them out there into the world of e-publishing and I hope some people find them and enjoy them. I’ve realised, at this advanced age, that I’m not going to stop writing. I love what I do and perhaps some other people will enjoy it too. If not, I’ve lost nothing but the time it took to create them, and since it was a joy that’s no loss at all.
Lurking in the bowels of my computer I’ve found three standalone novels which I’m going to publish first after some revision, more as a test run than anything else, although I’m fond of them. I’ve also been working on a series of novels set during the Napoleonic wars which I’m going to revise and start publishing.
My late onset of publishing bravery has taken me into a whole new world of technology. It’s never been my strong point, and I’m lucky that the man I married is a software developer and resident genius, although if he has a fault it’s his passion for finding out every single feature of literally everything before writing a single word. I owe him so much for all the work he’s put in on this website and on helping me work out how to publish the books. More impressively he’s even read one of them, came up with several intelligent ideas on improving it, and genuinely appeared to enjoy it. Blogging with Labradors, and it’s website, Writing with Labradors, is written by me but would never have existed without his help and patience.
I’m intending to upload the first book within the next week and I hope people will read it. If you like it please review it and recommend it. If you hate it, feel free to review it anyway. I’ll be upset because I’m human but I might learn something from it, this whole thing is a learning process. So far it’s a process I’m enjoying. I hope some of my readers enjoy it too.
Toby, Joey and I welcome you all to Blogging with Labradors.